Emanuel 9 Commemoration Wednesday, June 17th

St. Paul will join with the the ELCA Prayer Service for Commemoration of the Emanuel Nine this week. The service will be available for online viewing at 12 noon Eastern Time on June 17, the fifth anniversary of the evening nine people were shot and killed during a Bible study at Emanuel African Methodist Episcopal Church in Charleston, S.C. The service will include leaders from around the ELCA and ecumenical partners, including episcopal leadership from the African Methodist Episcopal Church. Presiding Bishop Elizabeth Eaton will preach the sermon. We join in a time of repentance, mourning and prayer as we remember these nine martyrs and renounce the sins of racism and white supremacy. The service can be viewed on the ELCA web page, which you can find here. You may also find it on the St. Paul Facebook page. We will be posting prayers and readings throughout the day.

Guest Preacher: Seminarian Abby Johnson

Our Seminarian, Abby Johnson blessed us with her preaching on Sunday, June 14th. The link for her sermon is HERE . Abby has been home for several weeks, finishing her final academic term of seminary. She begins her internship with St. Paul Lutheran in Arlington, in late August. She and her mother, Martha Johnson, have been working on our communal on-line devotions: Word-in-Season-Live, which you can find our Facebook and Instagram pages.

June 20, 2020 Poor People’s Campaign and Black Lives Matter

On June 20, 2020, The Mass Poor People’s Assembly & Moral March on Washington is going digital! On June 20th, the PPC will hold the largest digital and social media gathering of poor and low-wealth people, moral and religious leaders, advocates, and people of conscience in this nation’s history. This was originally scheduled as an in-person gathering on the Mall in Washington to address the roots and causes of systemic racism, inequity and injustice. This is a national event. Our Synod has committed to supporting the work of the Poor People’s Campaign. If you would like to attend, you can find more about it here.

Trinity Sunday Sermon And Black Lives Matter from The Presiding Bishop

Dear Friends,

The events of the last two weeks have convulsed our country, from the murder of George Floyd by police, to the ongoing protests in large and small cities and towns, villages and neighborhoods in every 50 states. I have lived through many crises in our nation, and I came of age in the civil rights era. I have never seen anything like this, the diversity, the breadth of participation, the clarity of purpose. Furthermore, the protests, in the midst of a pandemic, against white supremacy, racism, and police brutality have spread around the globe. We are seeing the birth a powerful movement for justice emerge in our nation, for black people, indigenous people and people of color. In an effort to further our work to confront racism, our Presiding Bishop Elizabeth Eaton speaks to these times in her Trinity Sunday sermon, which she prepared especially for use in our virtual capacity during the Covid pandemic. You can hear it here: Bishop Eaton’s Sermon. I hope you will listen to it, and mark, read, and inwardly digest it. She speaks the good news of the Gospel in a hard time.

The transcript of the Sermon is found here: Transcript of Sermon.

The photograph is offered by seminarian Abby Johnson, from a protest she attended.

Happy Easter

Tomorrow’s Service is available on our Facebook Page, Facebook Live, at 10:00 a.m. Please also check our Sunday School Facebook page for special home and family related Easter activities. Please also check our Sunday School page here on the website.

Good Friday Reflections from the Congregation

These reflections on Jesus’ Seven Last Word were published in the bulletin for Good Friday. We thank all the writers from our congregation who shared them: First Word: Paul Wasserman; Second Word: The Rev. Printice Roberts-Toler; Third Word: Christopher Truitt; Fourth Word: Crystal Rowe; Fifth Word: Robin Carlo; Sixth Word: Mary Meader; Seventh Word: The Rev. Val Roberts-Toler. We also thank the readers who assisted in reading these for our Good Friday Service: Abby Johnson, Don Johnson and Martha Johnson. You may view the Good Friday service on our Facebook page.

THE FIRST WORD                                 Luke 23:34                           

When they came to the place that is called The Skull, they crucified Jesus there with the criminals, one on his right and one on his left. Then Jesus said, “Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.

The first reflection is a poem by Paul Wasserman

Forgive them Lord for they know not what they do

How were they to know
They had never seen a God before
He did not descend from Mount Olympus
They could not see the glowing halo
His words were opaque
They listened but they did not understand
He was just another Son of David
They could not feel the depth
From where His Soul emerged
It was a place unknown for thousands of years
The world could not contain this Spirit
So on this day the Heavens opened
And in that moment
A great and invisible Light
Surrounded the world
He was already growing away from us
Returning to His Father
He became the fountain
He became the fountainhead
He left without anger
He left without sadness or regret
He pleaded at the end
He understood their ignorance
He was transformed
He became Pure Spirit
Pure Compasion
And Pure Love


THE SECOND WORD                             Luke 23:43                                         

One of the criminals said to him: “Jesus, remember me, when you come into your kingdom.” “He replied, “Truly I tell you, this day you will be with me in paradise.”

The second reflection is written by The Rev. Printice Roberts-Toler.

“Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in Paradise” – Luke 23:43

Some things are hard to talk about. Jesus’ death on the cross is one of them. Words

seem too glib, too rational, and insufficiently sublime to speak of this brutal event which is a central part of our faith. However, these words from the cross are filled with hope and assurance.

Jesus directs His words to the criminal on his side, who has just confessed that he was deserving of his fate, and in an expression of faith asks, “Remember me when you come into your kingdom.” There was only God’s mercy and grace to be trusted here. That was all that was needed. I rely on that.

Further, Jesus gave him a promise of something wonderful, but frankly, we cannot know exactly what Paradise is like. But doesn’t the man go from utter suffering, and a life wasted, to peace and comfort and wholeness, and….all that paradise means.

Most important, it is not an isolated waiting room to get into heaven, but it is graced by Jesus’ presence. “You will be with me.” What greater comfort to not only be with the one who has eternity in His power, but is the one “Who loved us and gave himself for us.”

Some things are hard to talk about. When I talk about my own dying, my children will have none of it. When you get to my age it is something that is hard to ignore. Now in the presence of a virus that could well be lethal to someone like me, it is inescapable. I wish I could give my children more comfort. Val has suggested I write them a letter.

I want to tell them I am okay with dying. Ever since my college days when I put aside my personal goals to serve the Lord, I have counted on the assurance that someday I would be “with Him in Paradise.” I believe that promise. That’s all I need.

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THE THIRD WORD                                           John 19 26:27                          

When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, “Woman, here is your son. Then he said to the disciple, “Here is your mother.”

The third reflection is by Christopher Truitt.                        

We think of Him:

that day,

on the cross.

His agony.


while darkness spread

across the world.

Think of her, as well,

standing at his feet

— her pain, like his,


when he called to her:

woman, see your son!

Then, deeper dread

touched the heart,

shadow of a prophecy:

When he was yet a boy

they had presented him

before the priests

and she had heard:

a sword shall pierce your soul.

Now, even priests abandoned him,

accused him of some travesty

that he was never party to…

O Mary!

She had watched him

play the games that children will,

fed him breakfast every day,

clothed his tender body,

made him ready for the world;

then, later followed him

along a troubled path

when he began his ministry.

Now, she was disciple

to her tortured Lord,

yet stayed his mother still,

desired to dress, with balm,                   

those open wounds.

O, this trial of motherhood!

this rending of the cloth

of love for God

and love for child.

See how

Jesus looked across

the mist of death,

found her standing by the side

of his beloved friend.

Man, behold your mother

he commanded at the last

because of what she gave to him,

would give to all his church:

a love that never fails

for those who bear his life

from womb to grave.

THE FOURTH WORD                              Matthew 27:46                                 

From noon on, darkness came over the whole land until three in the afternoon. And about three o’clock Jesus cried with a loud voice, “Eli, Eli lema sabachthani?”That is, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

The fourth reflection is by Crystal Rowe.

As I write this, we’re on the third day of cold, rainy, dreary weather. As if it’s not enough to have the world on lockdown, now I can’t even enjoy the yard and woods that surround my house. More than once over the last week have I thought these same words … “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

Why does it feel like the world is caving in?

Why don’t you do something to stop it?

Why can’t you use your powers to push evil away?

Why can’t you just give us a few weeks of sunshine to help us pull through this awful, unbelievable time we’re leaving in?

As I reflect on my own situation, as I reflect on this weird time we find ourselves living right now, I’m drawn to the image of Mary at the foot of the cross. Can you imagine what it must have felt like to see your son, dying in your midst, and knowing there was absolutely nothing you could do to prevent it, or to even make it a little more palatable?

I think about those overwhelmed healthcare workers on the front lines, in overwhelmed hospitals, and the gut-wrenching decisions they are having to make. The ones who have to sit by and watch people die, knowing there’s nothing they can do to ease their pain, and the pain of those who love them.

Maybe you, like me, have had those times over the last few weeks where you’ve just felt helpless. I’ve always understood living out faith as a call to action … a call to DO something to make life easier for those who find themselves in tough places. A call to be present with those who find themselves struggling. And yet here we are, in a time where the call to action is “Don’t go do anything. Don’t be present with anyone but your immediate family. Just stay home.”

It’s no wonder that we may be feeling that God is forsaking us in this strange time. It feels like everything we’ve ever learned about how to live out our faith is being challenged right now. Like Jesus on the cross, we’re wondering why God doesn’t just reach out and DO something. Why doesn’t good prevail over evil?

Isn’t that the real struggle with Good Friday? It’s a truly painful day. A day when we see this Jesus that we have grown to know and love hanging on a cross, because of nothing other than his Goodness. A day when we get a glimpse of his own inner struggle, his own pain, his own anger that evil wins this match.

Of course, we know the end to the story – we know that Good prevails. That God prevails. We know God does reach out and act – and that moment is even more glorious than the one that we long for.

And because I know the end of the story, I can feel comforted by the fact that even Jesus wondered why he had been forsaken. I can feel comforted by his pain and uncertainty. Comforted by his willingness to die – alone – on the cross, so that he had a full and complete experience of what it means to be truly human.

On this Good Friday like no other we’ve lived before, Jesus is not simply present with us, but he is here, living it with us. Today, as we remember him dying on the cross, as we remember his crying out to God, may we feel comforted in our own cries of mourning and anger.


THE FIFTH WORD                        John 19: 28                                                   

After this, when Jesus knew that all was now finished, he said, (in order to fulfill the scripture), “I am thirsty.”

This reflection is by Robin Carlo

I am thirsty, says Jesus.  Jesus is thirsty?  Jesus, who just a few weeks ago on the third Sunday of Lent, offered living water to the woman at the well, is thirsty?  What happened to “those who drink of the water that I will give them will never be thirsty. The water that I will give will become in them a spring of water gushing up to eternal life,”?  John 4:14 appears to promise not only an end to all thirst, but the gift of eternal life.  Yet now, the purveyor of endlessly quenching water is professing thirst and is moments from death. How can this be?

Perhaps the answer is found in the previous utterance.  Within the seven last words of Christ, “I am thirsty” is rightly sandwiched between “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me” and “It is finished”.   When Jesus cries out in thirst, he is, or at least he feels, forsaken by God. No longer connected to the source of living water and eternal life, Jesus is thirsty and dying. The vinegar he is offered cannot quench his thirst, and neither could a bottle of Gatorade or a cup of well water.  As it was for the woman at the well, and as it is for each of us, only living water will satisfy our thirst.  The good news is (and where there is Jesus there is always good news), the “spring of water gushing up to eternal life” is our Easter gift from God who loves us always and all ways.

THE SIXTH WORD                                   John 19: 30                                       

So they put a sponge full of the wine on a branch of hyssop and held it to his mouth. When Jesus had received the wine, he said “It is finished.”

This reflection is by Mary Meader.

      As I sat down to write a few thoughts on this Good Friday…. a Good Friday unlike no other in memory, my thoughts and ponderings deepened.  I resisted, as I always do, spending much time on  this part of the Holy Week observance…. this most central symbol of our faith tradition…the persecution and crucifixion of Jesus.   I so much prefer the joyous Easter rituals as emblematic of my Christian Faith believing as St. Augustine suggests that “We Christians are Easter people and Alleluia is our song.  Yes, I am most comfortable there, but Good Friday I continue to resist.  And yet I know that Easter and Good Friday are but two pieces of a whole.  That one cannot exist without the other.

     And so here we are at the cross. Once more.  But I still have my old familiar Holy Week questions though now with a deepened, sobering imperative and relevance given our strange and disorienting times.:  What is it all about?   How will this strange time of struggle end?  Why the crucifixion? How did Jesus endure his pain and struggle?  How do we endure the fear and uncertainty …? our daily focus on death numbers?  My questions are the same but now they have a new urgency, a deeper relevance about them. ”  

 We have before us is a graphic image of Jesus hanging on the cross in full humanity praying… I imagine even begging,.. for deliverance, for it all to be over.  And then in a willing acceptance, a final letting go, surrendering to his sacrifice…he whispers or maybe even cries out…we don’t know…”IT IS FINISHED”.   I wonder what he was thinking, and who heard him.   What was he feeling?

      I imagine also crowds of people watching the unfolding spectacle of executions…watching perhaps in horror, or disbelief, in confusion or weeping in grief and despair or maybe just plain curiosity, simply standing by uncomprehending and detached.   The image before us is one central to our faith for it precedes Easter…In my Holy Week ponderings, I return over and over to how I might  better bear witness to Jesus’ life and death in my own living and dying?

    Jesus spent all his time with us teaching us about love, about how to love, about just actions and right relationships, about what to love, how to love and the way to live.  Was he thinking about Love, I wonder?  Was he wondering if they understood and would they carry his love with them? Was he thinking about all those souls he loved and who loved him?  Perhaps as one of my beloved mentors once suggested in a Good Friday homily, he was looking out at all the people watching and saying to himself and perhaps to his Father/God…I have loved you all   as much as I could and I have taught you all that I know, all that my Father has taught me and now I am done, ‘It is finished” Love one another as I have loved you.  

   And so, I wonder where in my Good Friday imagining do I stand?   I cannot just be an Easter person because I am comfortable there or because it is easy; I must also be standing and watching on Good Friday remembering that Jesus taught us  how it is that pain and struggle comes before the new is born, before we are given the Good News. How…even in the midst of pain and struggle we need to trust in the Love that endures. 

Lord, Jesus Christ,

as we kneel at the foot of your cross,

help us to see and know your love for us,

so that we may place at your feet

all that we have and are.

Amen. (NZPB)

THE SEVENTH WORD                             Luke 23:46                                        

Then Jesus, crying out  with a loud voice, said, “Father, into your hands I commend my spirit.” Having said this, he breathed his last.

This reflection is by The Rev. Val Roberts-Toler

It feels nearly impossible to face the suffering of Jesus in this moment. It is no surprise that Holy Week services are never as well attended as is the Easter service. We want to look away from such suffering.

   Yet, living in this time of ‘social isolation,’ we have been stripped of our usual distractions. We have been forced to face our own mortality. On this Good Friday 2020, there is no looking away from the suffering of Jesus or our own.     

    Jesus was betrayed, and brutally crucified. Yet despite it all, Jesus was able to utter these words, “Into your hands I commend, my spirit.” Other translations put it this way: ”Into your hands I entrust my life,” or “Father, I put my life in your hands.”

          I believe that in, the only way we can face our final days in peace, is by entrusting God with our lives every single day.   As I place my life, and the lives of those I love, in God’s hands I am following the example of Jesus. He has gone before us in all things. 

   When I am able to do this, I am able to face and release my fears and doubts for this life and the next. Pastor Erwin Lutze wrote, “We will meet Him there, because we have met him here.”

    On this Good Friday, let this last verse of the hymn, “Abide with Me,” become our prayer:

Hold Thou Thy cross before my closing eyes;
Shine through the gloom and point me to the skies;
Heav’n’s morning breaks, and earth’s vain shadows flee;
In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me.


Day 28 of Lent, April 1, 2020

Today’s Morning Prayer is available on our St. Paul Cape Ann Facebook page. Bible Study is schedule for noon today. Please write to us at office@stpaulcapeann.org or to Pastor Anne at pastor@stpaulcapeann.org if you would like the link to join the bible study. We are reading Isaiah, and will start today with chapter 62. If you would like to explore more of Isaiah, please go to Enter the Bible, a website of wonderful research, commentary and study help published by Luther Seminary. You can find that link here.

Zoom Bible Study

Dear all, if you want to join our on-line Zoom bible study on Wednesdays at noon, the link is below. We are reading the book of Isaiah and are currently in chapter 59.

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Covid-19 Updates and reflections

Greetings all,

This week in my telephone calls, virtual conversations and emails, I’m hearing many feelings arise as we realize the extent of the pandemic and the length of time we may be practicing social distance and self-isolation. This has put us in a new place as church, but we are still church. Since I cannot visit people, or see you in worship, or in other activities, I am relying on a different kind of presence in a new way. That is the presence of prayer. It is prayer as the practice of the presence of God, as Brother Lawrence put it centuries ago. This is not a new discipline, but it is coming into high relief as a way of staying close to everyone. I may not be able to be present physically, but I am staying present to you in prayer, and relying on the presence of God with us in all that we are experiencing right now. I encourage you to reach out to each other in whatever ways you have available, whether telephone, or email, or social media. In February, before we were experiencing the pandemic, I had thought of leaving Facebook altogether. I’m so glad I didn’t, and so glad we’ve been able to have church services that way.

Thanks to the tech team at St. Paul, Howard Blazzard, Joel Maxwell and Anne Wheeler, we’ve been able to livestream worship on Facebook on Sunday, as well as Microsoft Teams–a virtual platform that allows us to listen and interact. Anne Wheeler is sending those links each week before worship and in the FYI. We are using Facebook Live for Morning Prayer on Wednesdays. Bible Study has gone to a virtual Zoom platform so that we can interact. If you want to worship with us, just sign-up on this webpage for the weekly St. Paul FYI. If you want to join bible study, you can find the link below, or write to me at pastor@stpaulcapeann.org. You can write or call us at anytime. Anne Wheeler is monitoring all the office mails and phone calls. You can reach me at pastor@stpaulcapeann or call. We have been reaching out every day by telephone, checking in with people. This is a new way of life for us, but we are still church. If you would like to talk with me through Zoom or Facetime or Messenger, I am happy to arrange that.

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